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Isolation
08:13
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Immersion
10:12
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Pale Night
15:45
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Aedificium
11:58
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Hashima Island
09:57
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Wind
08:44
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Alchemilla Hospital
08:07
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Iron
12:00
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Gray Gradient
10:16
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Thousand Rooms
11:06
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Everything Is Fine
25:36
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Introversion
12:30
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Let's start with the fact that my name is Charlie. I was an ordinary child, nothing special. As a teenager, I realized that I was a typical introvert, but this did not stop me from having fun and chatting with friends. Then I was too small and did not understand much.
Track №1 from The Void. Chapter 1: Prologue (2021) (bonus lyrics)
Introduction.
Hello. Have you come to receive a piece of my energy? Or do you want to listen to calm music pouring out from the depths of my subconscious? I can hear it here myself. But it is not important. What matters is that I feel your warmth. I can feel your presence here. And I hope you can hear me.
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Agoraphobia
16:33
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Over time, I began to realize that in closed spaces, I feel much better than in open spaces. That I feel much better when I'm alone and not in the company. That on the Internet I feel much freer than in life.
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A First Encounter
10:38
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At one point, I realized that I no longer want to see the cruelty and other injustice of this world. I wanted to forget about it and never remember. To forget everything like a bad dream, although everything was fine with me and my family. I wanted this. I wanted this immersion. To abstract from the real world and not see it again. Every day, the outside world became an irritant for me. I began to eat less, sleep less, study worse, went completely into virtual computer worlds and only crossed paths with friends on the Internet. Apart from my daily trips to school, I didn’t go anywhere. And even there, I tried to isolate myself as much as possible from everyone.
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Flicker
12:18
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16. |
Colourless
26:49
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Immersion Start
09:11
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Days passed, little changed in my life. Until something strange happened to me: I wake up, open my eyes. I see my usual room in front of me, rays of light penetrate all the space around, but I understand that something is wrong. I cannot understand what exactly and at this moment I begin to ponder. And I understand that I do not know my name, where I am and who I am. This happened for literally a few seconds, but for me this state lasted an extremely long time. And at one moment, my memory completely returns to me, but I again felt something. The lightness that I had before that completely dissolved and inside I felt very heavy. The whole body felt it. In this case, words are too poor a tool to describe what I felt then. I think this is my first encounter with the void.
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Empty Inside
12:33
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My parents were seriously concerned about my health and forced me to eat at least something, but I constantly refused. Then there was a little positive in me and I still communicated on the Internet with friends from time to time, but you know, when we are with other people, our emotions are not real. Just as real when we stay with ourselves. Therefore, I felt empty inside. I have always craved peace and didn’t know when I would finally be able to feel really at ease.
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Dissapearing
19:45
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In the end, my immunity finally dropped and I could get infected with any minor disease that the body of any other person could cope with, but I brought myself to this. I didn't care about all the worries of my parents and seriously paid for it. I remember how it happened: I was talking to my acquaintance on the Internet and wanted to drink water. As soon as I got up from the computer, my body writhed in pain. All I remember is how I moaned in pain and grabbed my hands for the abdominal cavity, and then the color began to disappear in my eyes, then everything darkened and I disappeared. Perhaps this is exactly what I wanted.
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Pursuit of Tranquility
11:17
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It’s a strange feeling: you seem to spend most of your time surrounded by calm music, loneliness and silence, but this is not enough for you quickly. I needed something more than just solitude and silence. Now, when I look at it from the outside, it really seems abnormal, but when you are thirsty, you can go to any lengths to fill your emptiness.
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