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Prehistory: Hi, everybody.

The album and mixes was supposed to be released today, but it is postponed indefinitely.
Reason: For the first time in 21 years, I am undergoing psychotherapy. Prolonged depression, self-rejection, self-destruction lifestyle, hatred of one's mental and physical weakness.

As one of the subscribers wrote: Now I am dedicated to artists, because at least half of them are f*cked up lmao.

I didn't want to sign up for psychotherapy for a long time, because I thought it would affect my creativity, music & etc, but it just became unbearable.

I've been trying to get out of this situation on my own for the last couple of years, but circumstances in the last couple of months have turned out so that they just broke me completely.

Increasingly, kindness is perceived as weakness and it breaks me.

I didn't tell my family about it, because as a man I have to protect them, not whine. And I didn't want to write about it to you either, but I think it will be easier to get through it all this way.

Thank you for listening to my tracks and mixes, I hope I will get out of this situation only better.

Peace.

Description 1: The track was written during the depression.

Synthesized my feelings that night into a track.
I don't even remember how I wrote it,
I just found it in the folder with the saves when I got better

Description 2: I wrote this track at the peak of my depression, last week,
when I was really sick and I literally lost myself.

Usually I get sick at night,
it's at night that the worst thoughts come

This track was lost, but I was able to find it. I didn't want to show
it and planned to delete it, but...

...I think I will keep it,
because the negative emotions were beyond the limit.

Traumatic

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from Ambient & Other Weird Music Collection (2022​-​23), track released July 14, 2023

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